I have always cared about things in life ......Work ,family .friends myself and what others think of me. I have always tried to do the right thing and treat people with the respect i think they deserve . I have always given people the benefit of any doubt and helped as much as i could when asked to and when not.. All this has only ever been exploited and sometimes used against me . I feel like i have been treated like a mug, and trying to be a good person has been a massive chink in my armour that others have see and taken advantage of . I have tried to adopt a don't give a f**k attitude but i just can't do it . I am far from perfect as a person but the fact that i have been cursed with an conscience means i have always had a disadvantage in life.........just saying.