Yeah I let barryed down I apologized and I realise I left him in the **** big time which I am still sorry for. Didn't know I'm not allowed to look at my own profile beddy anything else I'm not allowed to do while your here? At the end of the day you can all sit at your computer with your comments like I said I know I let him down but I have my reasons. Yeah I said I would do work after not working since the end of August did a shitty 6 month course just to try and get into a trade and im sorry probably got abit carried away thinking I would be working again!! I should of checked my finances before I said yes to the work but when I have £50 to live on until this Friday with a little girl + baby wipes and nappies to buy then I think I cannot afford the petrol to plough into a 3.2 petrol to travel 80 odd miles a day at £15 - £20 you lot do the maths will you. People like you lot p1ss me right off making your comments sat nice and comfy behind your computer screen thinking you know the full story, making snide comments when you haven't got a clue. Whats with taking the piss about my thread?? Yeah I did do some agency work it WAS to a GOOD STANDARD and guess what yes I can travel to jobs just need money in the bank before hand and which I just said didn't even think to check. And no it isn't a sob story it is my fault, I weren't even going to add anything to thread coz I wont get any work now on here which I know but snide comments when people don't know the story is what f*cks me right off.